Growing Up The Child Inside . . . December 29, 2009

Einstein:
“Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.”

For years I’ve pretty much been doing the same thing over and over again with my parents and expecting different results.  !BLAM!ming them was doing something different.

By not ever dealing honestly, openly, and calmly with the past and being straight up with them I swept everything under the carpet.  The result was I continued to get walked on and

Where I’ve come from, well “from” six years ago, and…where I’m going. . . December 17, 2009

My neighbors decorations. It's sweet. Had to share.

This path I’m on…discovering me.  Going from a housewife to a film maker has taken the most interesting twists and turns since it began.  It really proceeded my first blog post… I would say by 5-6 years.  A year or two before my divorce.  That’s when I began to have an uncontrollable drive to discover me.  To break out of the only role I had ever performed: Housewife.

Boothes, Movies, Popcorn, Possibly Jung, My Kids, My Hope . . . December 13, 2009

Today. Great day.  Up at 6…  Again.  I do hope this doesn’t become a pattern…  Off to Gadsen, an hour away, to work a booth.  Back home to have a meeting with John1.  Off to get Zach.  Go to the “Christmas Carol” movie and a lunch of popcorn and Sprite.  The popcorn was terrific.  The movie was fabulous.  Best 3D movie I’ve ever seen.  Drop Zach home.  Off to work–you know the kind that results in cold hard cash, that puts gas