Since I’ve !BLAM!med my parents I’ve been open to a lot of new things I didn’t see before.
My coach has been able to take me to new levels.
I’ve come to see new things.
And I’m thankful.
Pandora Boxes . . . January 8, 2010
I do not BLAME my parents, I !BLAM! them. . . January 7, 2010
As I gave thought to my last post I think it’s also very important that I also say:
I would like to make it clear to everyone who reads my blog that I’m not “blaming” my parent for my issues. But I do !BLAM! them for their personal-living-hell they dumped on me when I was an innocent child. Again, to !BLAM! is NOT to blame.
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You may be wondering . . . January 6, 2010
After I posted my last post I had to come back to my faithful key board because I can almost hear you wondering…
When I went home to seek resolution with my parents a few years ago, my step-father was remorseful and changed…
So WHY did I !BLAM! him as well?
I have received 2 different reactions from my parents from !BALM!ming them. . . January 6, 2010
I want to pause from my ongoing story to point out a couple things…
I have experienced two DIFFERENT reactions from my parents since the !BLAM!.
One positive and one negative.
I share to encourage others…
I share to say I understand…
Growing Up The Child Inside . . . December 29, 2009
Einstein:
“Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.”
For years I’ve pretty much been doing the same thing over and over again with my parents and expecting different results. !BLAM!ming them was doing something different.
By not ever dealing honestly, openly, and calmly with the past and being straight up with them I swept everything under the carpet. The result was I continued to get walked on and (more…)
What !BLAM!ming is doing for me, Part 2. . . December 23, 2009
What began as a drop, picking up my phone and !BLAM!ming my parents, has spread in ever expanding ripples in wonderful ways. Ways I never would have predicted. The freedom and healing I’m experiencing has taken me by surprise.
What is !BLAM! anyway???? December 22, 2009
It occurred to me that I haven’t defined !BLAM! yet. Since this is sooooo important, I am dedicating this (more…)
What !BLAM!ming has done for me, Part 1 . . . December 22, 2009
Christmas bells are ringing, for me!
It’s been a week and two days since I called my parents and !BLAM!ed them. (click here for video) I took control of my life. Stood up, as an adult and said, “Wait just a minute here…” and the results are continuing to be astounding. Since I hung up it’s been a new experience. My healing has taken off at warp speed. Even John1 mentioned it today…
My thoughts since the !BLAM!ming of my parents. . . December 21, 2009
Quick note, my parents weren’t aware that I was going to be calling and !BLAM!ming. That was a “cold call”. They also didn’t know that we were filming. (re-posted video at bottom)
Thoughts since the !BLAM!…
A great metaphor for the forgotten child.
!BLAM!ming my parents was one of the best things I’ve ever done. I feel so different inside. I’m experiencing transformation daily. I let my parents know that I was a forgotten child in all their violence, drama, and destruction. And I did it calmly. No screaming, no yelling, no my parents yelling back… I let them know in a controlled, clear adult manner that what they did effected me. That I’ve never stood up and said. I had always (more…)
Part 4, Where I’ve come from…well “from” six years ago, and where I’m going . . . December 20, 2009
Continued…
Who knew that the project/business John1 and I started in August was going to go in the direction it has? Not me. Not him. This is truly an organic process. We followed a white rabbit and the hole keeps getting deeper, a little unnerving even, but we’re determined to keep up…
Here’s the end at the beginning…
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