Okay, due to getting 3 times the hits over here then at my new addy I must post the following… January 23, 2010

I am baffled by the number of hits I’m not getting at my new site.  I’ve dropped like a rock.  This site is getting triple the hits.  This doesn’t make any sense.  It’s nuts.  So there’s this internal conversation going on between those two parts of me that co-exist in uneasy stability…

One side says, “You need to double post… here and back at our old home.
The other side says, “One of the reasons we came over here was to stop double posting on Blogger and WordPress.”
The nervous, jittery, twisting a tissue around her finger side says, “Then we need to go back to our old site.”

I MOVED…Same old Blog, Just New Addy . . . January 20, 2010

I moved from this “apartment” at wordpress.com to MY new .com “house”

Please come visit my new place…

http://www.fromhousewifetofilmmaker.com

I’ve MOVED… finally. . . January 19, 2010

Hello, and thank you for coming to by.  Some of you will remember that I was planning to move to my own self-hosted blog so I’ll just be www.fromhousewifetofilmmaker.com and not fromhousewifetofilmmaker.wordpress.com.

Well I did it!!!  I made the big, and scary move.  Finally.  Here’s the click and go link:

http://www.fromhousewifetofilmmaker.com

Please move your RSS feeds and if you’ve linked me on your blog and whatever you have all done to read me to this new addy.  I will really appreciate it.

And to any and all that have done the above THANK YOU, I appreciate your support.  You’re all my great friends.

Hope to see you at my new place 

Theresa Jane

All the King’s Horses and All the King’s Men Couldn’t Help Me . . . January 17, 2010

As I said in the last post, “All the king’s horses and all the kings men” couldn’t fix the problem that had developed between me and my child/ren.  Only I could belly up and take RESPOND-siblity for what I had created.  Own the whole mess.

Taking my paRENTal RESPOND-sbility . . . January 16, 2010

Tonight there was another step forward healing my relationship with my adult child that said they wanted nothing to do with me.  We spent an evening together, that they initiated, and it was wonderful.  So wonderful that we were supposed to watch a movie but we never got to it because we talked so long.  The talking was light and

The Ice Age Movie, an acorn, and Me . . . January 14, 2010

Close-up of the fountain

Frozen Water Fountain
So why did mention in my last post that it felt like the Ice Age movie?

Well, in the last post I told about a conversation with John.  During it I had mentioned that there was a “crack” in me and that was what triggered it…
See, when it came to my mother, I knew, that when I was young, I had frozen

A tiny crack . . . January 14, 2010

John, my friend and business partner, called…
“Theresa can you go to YouTube and watch the new movie I posted.”
“Sure.”
…….watching movie……

A Duck, on a Frozen Pond, Demonstrating Einstein’s Definition of Insanity? . . . January 13, 2010

10 this morning: I was in my truck to go to my life coach/therapist appointment and I noticed these ducks “on top” of the lake–really it’s a very large pond but they insist on calling it a “lake”.  I say they were “on top” of it because the water is frozen.

There’s a richness with my kids . . . January 12, 2010

I just got in, it’s 12 ish and I have to say it’s with a smile that I’ve come to share with you…

I’ve been so focused on where my life and healing has been going for the last month or so and there has been the need to fill my blogs with so many words just to cover that topic

From Pandora’s boxes to where? . . . January 11, 2010

So where do I go from “here”?  All I wrote about in my last post.  From my “demons” of Mother Hate and Unforgiveness?…

In the Steven King movie I talked about last, there was a female character who was dying a terrible death.  It was made obvious that it was due to her holding on to hate.  Her line: “Sometimes being a bitch is all a woman has to hold on to.”